One more half-something here ^^"... I guess

Hi,
I was reading about asexuality, found about "demisexuality", wondered what it was (I'm someone very curious in all kind of knowledge, all the more when it's about "LGBTQIAetc" things), and so I found myself thinking : "Hey, kind of describe how I work".
I have to say that before knowing about "demi/semi-sexuals" I identify as pansexual. No matter what the person has between "hir" legs, no matter what gender sHe identifies to, I'm attracted to people. I kind find sexually attractive someone with female, male, inbetween (or 'WIP' kind of body), non-conform ones etc. But when I know them.
I always wonder how most of people can have sex with people they just met, how they can "want" them in the first place... But I'm clearly not asexual so I didn't think about something in-between. Not very clever of me but well, nobody's perfect.
I only "had sex" (that's an other story lol) with people I knew from a long time (more than a year, most of the time) because if I'm able to find someone "attractive" (meaning "beautiful"), it's pretty harder for me to find them sexually desirable... I mean.. "thinking of having sex with them just by looking to them". (I'm sorry for my way of describing my feelings, english isn't my mother tongue :/). In fact it just never happens. This comes later.

But I surely have a lot more to learn, to read, to think about so, that's why I'm here. And maybe also to learn how to deal with a relationship with someone.... not "asexual" I think, but "not wanting sex" for other reasons. In a word : dealing with a lack of sex which quite make me think of myself as a perv.. or "sex obscessed", even though it's all but who I am...

In fact I'm just a human being, I don't really care about [...]-romantic/[...]-sexual/[...]-gender ... But well, I agree it can make the discussion more accurate sometimes.

Hope I didn't bore you too much ^^

Welcome to the DG! None of that is boring; it's wonderful to have so many people bringing their stories and their meaning to the table.

Thanx

Quick post to tell you I'm leaving for two month, to work, and I won't have internet easily. I may come from time to time to read a bit and maybe even reply somewhere, but well, I thought it was more polite to tell you, so you wouldn't find it rude from me if I weren't replying to you ^^

Have a good summer, all of you people and see ya !

Have a great time!